reading my last post.. scared me.

ive been going through trying to kind of decode it.

im not in the mood i was in yesterday

but i think i want to write another crazy one.

im sensitive lately.

why would you do that?

what areeeee you doing?

get out.

right left right left

leave my house

leave my brain.

come in to my dream and yr gettin yr ass kicked

mad

its like

when people screw you over in a dream

and yr mad the whole next day

but a dream its not

a reason

got lost

in ashdown forest.

maybe ill get lost too

ill be the fishy who flies out of the stream.

and flies!

kisses the clouds!

and falls

and runs out of air

grass stuck to my gills

and dies there.

birds eat her later

midnight snack.

because of course you are so yummy

all yr good for

dont

make me feel

dont make me the sheep

you know you hurt my feelings

you all did

wheather you tried or not

people who tried, grow up, leave me a lone

people who didnt, you didnt do anything, its just going to be a hard week

just know i cant take much this week

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shakenbake

smilesmilesmile

theres no crying in baseball!

im scared of you.

what if you leave?

im sorry if i ignore you for a week or so.

im scared to be friends with anyone.

i wanna get my hair cut

i wanna cut you out of it

you all have or will leave me.

i wish i was strong enough to be happy alone.

When I already shed my best defense

I wanted her to tell me that she would never wake me
I'm lying here waiting for sleep to overtake me