oh well, ok.

"please stop lying to me"

but im not.

im not gonna freak out.

im not going to get all upset.

do what you want

its youre choice.

i cant make you do or say anything.

i know exactly what will happen.

two choices.

but the second one

its just too much.

i just cant do it.

so i will pick the first

as i always have

and i always will.

guess what, you win.

heres youre medal, made of injustice.

"im glad you say how you feel"

but there is really no point

when there is not someone to care.

when youre not listening.

so anyway to sum up.

ill just stay idle

figure out what you want.

actually i dont care what you want.

just dont do this.

oh well, ok.

im not even mad

at you im mad at myself

i feel like someone looking in

all those people who just shake their head.

im so indifferent.

im not confused i know exactly what im doing.

i just wish you didnt make it so hard.

its alright.

im not even mad at you at this point.

just the situation.

its alright.

dont worry about it.

he'll decide what he wants. i'll probably be the last to know. no one says until it shows and you see how it is. they want you or they dont. say yes.