#47

#47

if only there was someone to find...

this is beaaad.

i dont remember a word of math class.

i was too busy living in my own world.

just acting out everything i wish would come true.

90% doesnt.

idk if its unhealthy to do that or not.

but it keeps the time going.

it keeps me happy.

i guess i was right.

about just needing that.

i guess thats why i was ok after monday.

and today it was alright.

im just afraid for when i dont have it anymore!

grrhjksdhfjkhdfjkg

its just one of these

:/

thats just how my face looks when i ask myself about it.

"if you cant help it then just leave it alone."

i guess i just expect to much.

when i have no right to expect anything at all.

this is frustrating because im really not writing this in the tone of my normal blogs.

i promise im not mad or sad or anything at all.

just :/

not exactly indifferent.

but not frazzled by it.

im not surprised by much anymore.

i really hope this is going to be a good weekend.

i really hope my hair turns out ok.

i really hope i get to see all the people i want to.

i really hope i get some shit done.

meehehehhh;.

this is annoying.

blue, black, white, warm, soft, heavy, scared, eager, instinct.

thursday, thursday..., thursday.

thursday?

i guess we'll see..