of all these LOLs
and people touching each other
and everyone flirting and laughing
and trying to get each others attention
and being flattered
and being all BFF!
and OMG.
and im fat!
my feet are shaped weird!
omg my boobs are weird!
i have more eyelashes on my right eye than my left!
what kind of drama!?
OMG NOWAY!
ILY, TTYL!
everyone is so happyyyy.
everyone has so much energy.
everyone has something to say
and someone to be mad at
and someone to be "in love" with.
fuckin pissin me off man!
i do not know!
what it is
if anything
that i did.
hmmmm
or what now?
ill just be chillin over here...
come get me when you want me..?
if i was in yr shoes, i wouldn't walk all over you so please don't walk all over me.
*flailing and hair flipping and random dance moves*
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grrgrgr!
though!
im like
fine.
but still like grr!
i gotta problem with that.
im finding out shit.
but i still dont even really see it.
i dont seek his approval.
i dont seek anything from him.
yet i still need someone else to fill that hole.
and then youuu
left me.
and then youuuu...
i dont really know.
but i got you.
thank goodness.
though im just waiting for the day when youre not there anymore.
and you didnt let me know before hand like you promised.
ill find away.
dont worry about it.
i told you, dont worry about it.
i just really dont want to become a slut.
is there a classy way of that?
probably not really.
thats not what i want anyway.
i know it would fuck me up.
eh, i guess its too late for that.
its just like.
one or the other.
and im surprisingly ok with it.
i just want to be left alone about it.
i can be whatever i want!
i wanted to be happy today.
maybe i wanna feel like shit tomorrow.
maybe i cant help it.
maybe its like a split second.
and im different.
and im two different people.
but honestly, i like them both.
i want to sit around and just be quiet and just be sad and just be alone.
and i want to make the best of it and i want to make you smile and i like talking.
i dont care if no one likes the grey one.
i like being her.
even when i feel like shit.
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