this is why.
this is also why you cant be right now.
this is why you are.
this is why you will never fix it.
this is why it will haunt you.
i wonder what will become?
i know so soon.
i will regret not repairing the hole.
i dont care.
i cant think.
this feels better than nothing at all.
i would rather be shot
than count the heartbeats to the finish line.
i want it all right now.
i will take as much of you as i can.
i dont care that it feels like winter.
it tastes like alcohol.
submission submission.
i see it i guess.
but i dont know the rest.
i dont know what to do.
is this a secret to keep?
inhale.......thudthudbumba.
exhale........_
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oh no oh no
hushhush.
its ok.
its alright.
que sera.
hold her hand.
stroke her hair.
toes
thighs
stomach
fingers
wrists
shoulders
heart
neck
face
hair.
get any bit you can, darlin.
i can see the sun coming in through my window.
so early!
or is it so late?
breathe, breathe
dont stress.
im here im here
sleep will make it better.
it all goes away, dont forget the moment!
forgive yourself.
breathe in
breathe out.
scrubs, trees, dogs, snow.
brown paper packages tided up with string...
the hole, the hole, ugh! theres nothing there!
should i call?
would i help?
no, no.
stress dont stress.
no dreams, no dreams.
ill wake up screaming at you!
i took my coat off, that was the rebellion.
so nothing.
and i still felt bad after.
i still felt as if i had broken a rule.
but i feel my veins!
its like there is metal mixed in there with the blood.
my forearms feel charged.
and they have no use.
theres nothing i can to.
i took my coat off.
i tried to sleep.
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