i watched a wedding today

finished battle<3<3

two new loves,

kyle miller. look that biddy up.(cooler version of ray mcandrew :P)

also SAM<3
my love i stalk in the dining hall.
with edward scissorhands hair and a pointy nose and tight pants and lovely suit jackets and worn shoes and awkwardness.

#1 goal talk to samuel. or samson. dont know which it is yet.

ERICA TECHNIQUE CLASS TOMORROW!?!!!!!!

got my sslyby stuff today via daddy<3

i saw all my life plans being lived out by others today.

sososososoosos happy.
so happy.
i am more complete than ever.
and i dont miss.. it :]

when i get home im going to die

oo de lally

im here im here im here!

oooh so much i want to say but now this is on low power!!!

oh so much happening.lifeliflelife

bill t jones = sick.
like makeup stains running down my face sick.
like make me run make me cry sick.

like HEY to one of the company members being a nysssa alumni
like HEY to him being TWENTY.
like HEY to him being 4 years older than me.
ummmm i should just go home because i could never be that good.

im in love witn erica pujic.
i wanna be her.

every day here = feels like 8

this is day three and weve learned 6 minutes of our 13 minute battle piece.
battlebattlebattle<3

AND OH TO ISADORA PIECE?!!

aureole??????

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=VkshKnITRMk&feature=related

HERE!

last day here

its always the same isnt it?


and then its always holding me here like i want to stay and its always making me think everything is all wrong.


and i feel okay now and i like it now but im just going to leave now.


hey college kids, see you never.


Jessie DeSalvia
General Delivery - Summer Programs
c/o School of Dance, NYSSSA
Skidmore College
815 North Broadway
Saratoga Springs, New York 12866




keeping a hold of what you just let go
yr just somebody that i used to know.

all i want now is happiness for you and me

im always happy and sad at the same time
and im always trying to figure out how that could be
i feel the feeling.
whats missing?

how can something be missing when youre four years old?
how can something be missing when youre sixteen?

it feels good to push the petals.

i feel like im going to throw up and im uncontrollably shaking and i cant hold the rope.

im thankful so thankful so thankful.

i always feel like im leaving on such a broken path
i always feel like theres some things i dont want to stop and i need to be here for.
and then i want to run away.

i dont want to be reminded of who i am
or how i have become.
i dont remember who i was and how to be her again.
everything is just simple now and the truth is better than just guessing.

i feel like a child whos hungry but wont eat.
and the mother is just spitting off choices and none of them are what she wants.
i know what i want.
none of it is what i want.
so whats missing?

it definitely feels good to push the petals.

the wheels are off

fine bitch.

im blowing this popsicle stand in one week.

thank god im bored as hell.

im scared for dance tomorrow.

i still havent made up my mind. should i? shant i?

idk. yr kinda a ho.

i just wanna drive.

Im so fucking bored someone hang out with me

i was just too young and just too smart. probably the best candidate for a broken heart

makin shit outa glass. you know, the usy.

tweeeet about ittttt

robert francis<3

OOOOOOOOOOOON THE COAST TROOPS!

OREGON:

utah is beautiful

idaho smells like broccoli

capers taste like mustard and salt

oregon is dryyyyy

clydesdales are awesome.

baby pigs?!

isadorable