im always happy and sad at the same time
and im always trying to figure out how that could be
i feel the feeling.
whats missing?
how can something be missing when youre four years old?
how can something be missing when youre sixteen?
it feels good to push the petals.
i feel like im going to throw up and im uncontrollably shaking and i cant hold the rope.
im thankful so thankful so thankful.
i always feel like im leaving on such a broken path
i always feel like theres some things i dont want to stop and i need to be here for.
and then i want to run away.
i dont want to be reminded of who i am
or how i have become.
i dont remember who i was and how to be her again.
everything is just simple now and the truth is better than just guessing.
i feel like a child whos hungry but wont eat.
and the mother is just spitting off choices and none of them are what she wants.
i know what i want.
none of it is what i want.
so whats missing?
it definitely feels good to push the petals.
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