The promises you'll only make

feels like shit.

shake my head at you.

dont look at me.

so disappointed

whywhy

how do you do it?

the worse the storm is, the harder the tide pulls

self preservation|noitcurtsid fles

you dont care what you say

i dont care

endless endless

dont repeat

left shoe right shoe

they come in pairs

get on the boat

sorry its this way

no choice no choice

dont fix me

why do you try

dont take your insides out

so i can ruin them in me

why.

why would i ask you

"come closer"

hurt me hurt me

i see you beautiful

burn my eyes out

come back come back

pull out my hair

get away get out

fall down fall down leave the pieces behind

dont dare take them with you

disassembled is enough

cant put it back quite the same

dont help me dont touch me

leave it alone

but dont blame be for being broken

dont think im all morbid

all stuck inside

but dont think im perfect

dont make me feel bad

get out get out

let me get stuck

dont feel bad while im sitting in the rut

dont talk

dont think i dont know

dont call me pathetic

i already know

dont make me feel worse

make me feel good

dont let me be sick

dont tell me what to do

dont care

dont forget me

dont use me

dont forget me

dont let me go

dont see me right now

dont think this is it

dont write me off

dont get sick of me

dont stop caring.

i dont see it i dont

maybe its all my own god damned fault

cant carry you, world

cand carry a drop

feels like shes falling

it never stops

endless, endless

dont make me feel bad

make me feel good

dont make me feel fucked

dont deepen my rut

sing me a love song

send me to bed

dont let me cry

dont think about their bodies

skinny wire

water

snow

endless endless

im sorry i cant

i sorry for guilt

i cant i cant

dont say not to worry

dont say its fine dont give me that look

just help me out by standing by

its not right

not right one bit

i cant i cant

im sick of this shit.

im sorry im sorry

ive got no fight.

i felt sick deep inside when i looked at your eyes

shit its shit

keep me away

tuck me away

let me stay

just alone so i cant hurt you

and the world cant hurt me

dont let it stay

take it away

i feel so bad

selfish selfish

i want you to know

i wish i didnt show

all the things i cant hide

i cant keep inside

though i honestly should

i know its no good.

im sorry so sorry

i dont mean to hurt you

stop me stop me

i never will mean to

i cant help it cant help

but i know that i should

for yours and mine

for our own good.