high and low
two functions
stop and go.
its either or
and there's no in between
its up and down
but its not what it seems
its been low so long
i could hardly see
the cycle that repeats in me.
what triggered this one?
i cannot tell.
but it must have been something
cuz somehow i fell
in to this ocean
where i cant find the surface
my big falling out
cuz nothing seems worth it.
i feel very stuck
in the plainest of words
as i said before
i'm the sky but not the birds.
i feel alive
but not living at all
as repeated again
i'm a pretty china doll.
i want to break this endless curse
i want to
but i don't know what's worse
being addicted
having something i need
or watching these veins
endlessly bleed.
i need some answers
but not to be fixed
i need to try
but i don't want the risk
of being all wrong
and robbed of my reason
don't take my excuse
for that would be treason.
i need a result
but not an experiment
i need some solutions
but wont risk argument.
i know very well
what its all about
and i don't need anyone
to fill me with doubt.
and so i'm afraid
but i cant go on.
i want to see if i'm right
or know that i'm wrong.
no more illusions
no more abandon vs trust
no more freak outs
no more love vs lust.
i want to step forward
as i've tried so much
i need something real
something to touch.
i need to tell my story
in the right way
i need to write something,
something to say!
because everything feels endless
and it all bleeds though
i need to compartmentalize
i need to know what's true!
i need you to help me
ill give you my trust
need you not to get tired
cuz that makes two of us.
i have my perfect picture
in my memory
my beautiful dreams
my personal reverie.
the sight of the street
i want to walk down
the beautiful moments
from when you were around.
i dont want to end this.
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