neverland.

ill never write again!

you scream in my face

as if your sad scribblings

have taken breaths place.

ill never dream again!

as you slam the door

as so many times

you've done before

every night

before you go to bed

you purge every thought

out of your head

and you wake up

with sweat blotched sheets

and all the anger you find

shows red on your cheeks

ill never bleed again!

as you tear at your skin

releasing every thought

held within

ill never speak again!

as you silently shut down

but i can still hear you

screaming out loud.

ill never dance again!

and that is the biggest pretend.

the words that came out,

you would never defend.

ill never fall again.

this one you'd like to be true

and every doubt

you'd like to see through.

but never say never

because in the end

shouting you'll never

is your biggest pretend.