im starting to feel.im starting to wonder.
(scared)
(what will i do)
my heart is starting to feel.
like its
beating
funny.
and i cant
breathe
and i might cry.
and im starting to think.
that
im very
very
scared.
and i miss you.
and its silly,
all the things you let me say?
to you
that
were
wrong.
and now i cant live without the things you let me take
and then took back.
one time i needed you
and now
im scared of the lengths ill go
to fill that hole.
im sorry for you
thats just dumb.
(my heart is hurting
physically
slipping on all this blood
in here)
now im scared.
now ive come down.
now you win.
what will i do
now.
when things happen.
touch my hands.
i keep tripping in the doorway.
twice
i saw you
twice
i freaked out
twice
i went
as far away
as fast
as possible
twice
you saw me break a little.
its ok.
ill never see you again.
i like to think.
i cant breathe
the hole
took the air from my lungs.
and now i cant breathe anymore
and its a struggle i cant win.
there are no words i can say to make the water go away
its a war i dont want to fight
its a fight i dont want to win.
but the animal keeps my legs kicking.
though id rather just open my mouth
and let the water fill the hole
and let the river drag me under.
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