Thursday, January 28, 2010

rymez bitchez

the tables are turning in the best and worst of ways.
is this combination lethal, or is it just a phase?
should i be afraid, should i brace myself?
im tired of looking down, i dont want to erase myself.
but im scared, i am, and why shouldnt i be?
shouldnt i be scared of all the things youll do to me?
but the truth is now, i think youve done your worst.
is the truth that now, that the roles are reversed?
ill never shut up about everything inside
i couldnt keep together even if i tried.
everything sucks, everything is great.
i cant move forward, i cant wait.
i want to do nothing, i want to dance.
i want to lay in the rut, i want to advance.
i want to figure it out, but i dont know how
i want to be better than you made me, i want to be mean
but ill keep that inside, ill let it gleam
through my teeth, through my smile,
through my eyes, through my style.
i wanna be pretty, i want to stay thin.
i want to finish this race, i want to begin.
i want to be loved, i want to be alone.
i wanna go far away, and feel like home.
i want to be done, done with this rhyme
im out of words and im out of time
so to sum things up, i want to be
everything that you wernt to me.
my life will be great, im sure that it will
il get over this mountain, this mountain of a molehill.

4 comments:

  1. jessie love. you are so poetic and beautiful. It never amazes me that you see absolute truth in things around you.

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  2. haha thank you both. i want to like hand this in and get a grade for it.. hahahah

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