throw your tantrums, scream and shout.
little monster wont you let me see
all the things youve been doing to me?
its inside that you have deconstructed
my precious house, so carefully constructed.
its inside that you rampage
inside is your outrage.
stains of black eyes on sheets of white.
but every night before i sleep you tell me its alright.
tripping over my organs
poisoning my blood
you stomp on my heart
misplacing every thud.
i fall asleep to find
bad dreams in my mind
my mind is your stage,
another rampage.
you try out your acting
my body reacting
nails in motion
body convulsions
the pain in my scalp
as it cries out for help
from my hands as they pull
trying to make the pain dull.
the only sound i hear
is the screaming in my ear
till i wake up to find
that screamings all mine.
in the dark by myself
i turn to the mirror for help
look in my eyes
sing me to sleep
make me believe
my dreams wont repeat
turn over the pillow
turn out the light
take a deep breath
wish me goodnight.

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