I'm happy knowing that you are mine The grass is greener on the other side

i think im gonna feel a lot better.

and i think its all going to work out.

and i dont know what will happen with you

and me

but i hope it will be good.

i think im rushing.

and i think i dont want to wait.

but i dont wanna fuck it up.

and i dont wanna fuck you up.

and i dont want to make anymore mistakes.

i dont think im going to go back.

i dont think im going anywhere else either.

i know why im fucked up.

i dont need to tell the same stories over and over so someone can tell me what i already know.

i dont need to feel that feeling ive learned A LOT about this year.

"i have to tell you something"

i hate this story and i hate telling it sometimes.

i dont need to "talk"

i know everything i need to do to make myself better, i just havent done it.

so if yr not going to give me drugs or anything

i dont think it does any help to go back.

YOU NEED TO BACK OFF.

YR MAKING ME WANT TO SLIT MY WRISTS.

STOP.

kthanksbye.

i still think about you every day.

thaaaats not ok with me.

please leave.

and yr dumb sibling has to be around reminding me of you.

lameeee.