the price of sugar is rising

grrrrrrrrrrrrrrr.

so.

annoying.

im going to shoot the kids.

or the bears.

or whoever is responsible.

gr!

i hate thisssss.

schools stupid

i wanna dance.

dance.

shake it up baby now, shake it up baby

I MUST LEARN THE SINGLE LADIES DANCE.

I SWEAR I WILL DO IT.

me and colie are going big fake gaudy ring shopping to swear off guys.

thaaaaaaaaaaaaaaat might not work out so well...

what she dont know dont hurt her.

(i do believe that saying is bullshit)

'step it up, i wont wait around forever'

why do you think i wont wait around forever...........(for you)?

i have the perfect solution...

stupid.

i will never sing that song.

i will never write those lyrics here for you.

(for you)

yet somehow i feel better.

maybe nothing happened.

maybe i lied about progression.

but who really cares?

i dont feel quite so bad.

mostly.

maybe just cuz im so

over it.

its kinda a joke to me now.

its not some big masochistic mess

and its not my way of slitting my own wrists. (anymore)

its just

what it is

plain and simple.

maybe someday the shit will fade. (for me)

but i doubt ill ever totally win. (you will)

for now. though

i will just let it flow.

stop worrying so much

(ish)