You have no forgiveness
No attention left to pay
The quiet way you leave
And just forget it all
Just takes my breath away
How's that supposed to make me feel?
Yeah, well, how am I supposed to feel?
Is it destruction
That you're required to feel?
Like somebody wants you
Someone that's more for real
yeah well how am i supposed to feel?
everything is all weird.
everything is wrong.
but i dont feel sick
no not sick
just sad
"Shine on me, baby
Because it's raining in my heart"
the golden hour, playing god.
save those for later.
i want to write something good again.
I've been thinking a lot.
I've been listening to elliott smith.
I've been adding and subtracting.
Figuring what to do with this.
I've been taking in lots of water.
I've been tumbling in the waves.
I've been wondering how to feel
and how to behave.
I was wondering what you think?
Do you wonder about me?
I've been wishing for more
a little more, honestly.
I've been dreaming for your arms
to hold me just real quick.
I've been dreaming of a breath
or maybe a little kiss.
But I've been putting away my dreams
one thread after another.
I've been sewing my cocoon.
I've been trying to take cover.
And it's all in my brain.
It's just the way I came.
Your perfect china doll
who isn't perfect at all.
I think it was a mistake.
I could have had more.
But I think about it.
Who was I before?
And now I have nothing
but an image that I don't understand
I had what I wanted
and I let it go by
because of my ignorance
and for my pride.
Now humility has come
and taken my lies.
Except that one,
the one I despise.
And now you're gone.
It will never be the same.
It was a mistake
and I'm the one to blame.
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