AND YOU THINK I OUGHT TO SHAKE YOUR MOTHER FUCKING HAND??

"are you okay?"


"no"


"whats wrong?"


"all of it"


"whats wrong?"


"i dont know. i dont know."


I wish I had you.
I wish I had you.
Whoever you are.
I need you tonight.
I wanted to ask you to go with me
to the park
or maybe the radio towers
and just be outside for a while.
Maybe if I was really daring
I would talk.
Maybe if we talked I might cry
because I need to.
I wish I had you now
when I feel like running away.
I didn't lie to you
that time
when I couldn't do it alone.
and when you made your promises.
Promises are just shattered glass that sever the heart.
That time isn't over.
The time where I can't do it.
Nothing has changed
except that my words are hollow in the wind.
I have a hole in my dream catcher
and a block in my brain.
Promises I really needed to be kept.
I was afraid, I needed you.
I am afraid, I need you.
There's nothing left for me here.
Abandon.
I really needed them to be kept.


ps someone else post something so that i may read something