floofy

im sorry.

im sorry my life just spills out on everyone elses lives

and that i cant shut up

and that i wont shut up

im so sorry

that i need to purge everything

and it all ends up here

and i talktalktalktalktalktalk

and i cant keep it in

any of it.

im so sorry.

im a selfish brat.

im sorry i need to much help.

im sorry i text you.

im sorry i write these.

im sorry i think

all the time

about everyething

over

and over

and

over.

im sorry everything is dead.

im sorry i cant let go.

that i refuse.

im sorry everything is such a big deal.

im sorry my feelings are spilling over the top.

im sorry my conversations are so one sided.

im sorry i over react.

im sorry even now.

apologizing to the ghosts.

im sorry i dream.

im sorry i speak.

im sorry i write.

im sorry i get so frustrated and that i cant handle anything.

im sorry im a weak piece of shit

and that i cant keep it in

and i cant play pretend

so i let it all spill over and shit on everyone.

im so sorry.

im sorry i even wrote this.

maybe ill delete my blog.

i just want to crawl back in whatever hole i came out of

and be quiet again

forgive me

ill try to shut up.

i feel like a piece of shit.

sorry.

thats the last ill complain.