theres no shame in being crazy.

i think i might be.

son of sam + camille claudel = humans i'm too deeply fascinated by

(shes scared of me, i wont tell her the secret again)

"There are other Sons out there, God help the world." gives me shivers

i feel like the walls of my brain are covered in a slick slime of the dirty secret i can feel inside.

i dont want to be bad.

she has 4.

i need one.

i dont feel dead.

im not afraid of death

i cant prepare for death anymore than i already have.

i am afraid of everything

everyone human is still afraid of death

we arent anything but animals.

i feel sick.

i feel happy.

i feel feelings.

(^this is all b.s., you know)